Finally, her renal system just shut down, and she passed in her sleep.
Then I went into a world of hurt, life was just not the same. I pulled back from all of my friends, hid in our home, and did not peek out, get on the Internet, nothing..... just reading books on my Kindle ebook reader.....
then I noticed that I could not see out the back patio door and get a clear view of the squirrels and birds.... the daylight had turned into a yellowish cast of fog all the time.... the Kindle screen was no longer White, it was now a yellow cast....
My daughter pushed me into going to see an eye doctor.... that led me into getting signed up for cataract surgery... so far, my left eye has been done, and it is a miracle!!! I can see again!!!
The effect that had on my mental state just cannot be over emphasized.... I am starting to feel normal once again, and with it going on 5 months now since my wife passed, I am not thinking of her all the time anymore... and when I do, it is with a sense of relief that she is not suffering anymore...
My right eye is scheduled for a new cataract lens repair on 30 May, and it seems that it takes about two weeks for all of the side effects to go away.... my left eye now has perfect distance vision, and I can read again w/o glasses... although reading glasses are much more comfortable.
so, get prepared for an onslaught of hopeful posts that might be of help to someone.
John
I'm back.... nearly went blind
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